25 Haziran 2009 Perşembe

hoşçakal michael...

Those who are dead are not dead
They're just living in my head
And since I fell for that spell
I am living there as well
Oh..

Time is so short and I'm sure
There must be something more

Those who are dead are not dead
They're just living in my head
And since I fell for that spell
I am living there as well oh

Time is so short and I'm sure
There must be something more

24 Haziran 2009 Çarşamba

home video

She said she doesn’t like it here, left everything back home
She was lost and bitter, broken and alone
She said she drinks too much, to make the nights go by
She was barely conscious, breathing through a straw
She held my hand and kissed my lips
She begged me to help her feel
And I said
I can make you feel it

She said she was a person before they brought her down
She was better than this dark relentless town
She had another lover who kept her in a cage
She had sold her future and buried who she was
And I said
I can make you feel it

"Oh to touch the people, to really feel them"

I can make you feel it

15 Haziran 2009 Pazartesi

angeles, stick by me

yaz geliyor sevinci yazın ortasını buldu.bi ikilemin tam ortasına attı beni.Heyecanı isterken, medikal nedenlerle heyecanlanmamam gerekiyor.Hareket yok sana dediler.Bokunu çıkarıyosun, az hareket et.koşmadan heyecanlanmadan.Ama nası olcak ki öyle,diyelim olucak nerde kalça kırığım ve sallanan sandalyem?? Ee napcaksın diyolar onlar böyle dedikce bağıra bağıra yokuş aşşaa koşasım geliyo, naparsam yapayım, tam yapıyorken bile napıcaksın diyolar.Şu an yapıyor olduğum şey nedense insanlara hep geçici görünüyo ne kadar ciddi olsa da.Bir teşhis sonucunda mutluluğumu engellemem gerekiyor stabile olmak adına.
buyrun bakalım.