how extraordinarily beautiful

digipache:
ben yürüyorum... söylenmemiş sözlerim çekiyor fotoğrafını ardımda kalanların

x minus y

bi zamanlar bi en iyi arkadaş mevhumu vardı.uzuuun telefon konuşmaları.şimdi telefonu insanlarla buluşmak için kullanıyorum.beraber eylenmek değil de beraber sıkılmak diye bişey vardı.fındıkları dökmek,toplamak falan.
evet.özlüyorum.ama bazen, geri dönmeyiz.

I'm not driving anymore

You tell me I can't slow down
You tell where I've gotta be
I speed into the darkness
But I swear that I can't see
A thing in front of me
You know it's true
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep up with you

You're closing in behind me
I've got headlight in my eyes
Don't you get too close to me
Can't you see that we'll collide
And end up casualties?
There's just no room
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep with you

So leave me on my own
Run me down and race away from me
I've got nowhere to go to
And I don't think I can get back on my feet
Back on my feet

You came right out of nowhere
Eyes wide and terrified
And I can't put my brakes on
And I can't swerve to save your life
'Cause then I'll lose control
And I can't choose
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep up with you

So leave me on my own
Run me down and race away from me
I've got nowhere to go to
I don't think I can get back on my feet
Back on my feet

Get me out of harm's way
Can't you see I'm paralyzed?
I wanna fade out gracefully
But you keep keeping me alive
To face another day
Can't you see I'm through?
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep up with you
Can't keep up with you

Tell me how long have I got, God?
I wanna end this earthly toil
Till this diet-light expires
I wanna go swimming in the soil
And not come up for breath
Sit in God's room
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep up with you

I'm unfit for consumption
I don't know how to play my part
I swear, I'm all alone in this thing
I'm a blind man driving in my car
Into oblivion
Let it come soon
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep up with you

altı ağustos ikibindokuz

G. mutlu.

hayat muhteşem anlardan oluşan berbat bir çeyrek saattir

uzundur çıkmamışız odadan.kahve soğumuş.uzundur yoktum ben buralarda.geldiğimde hep kendi müziğim karşılıyor belki ona bu güvenim.hem ben soğuk kahveyi de çok severim. o odayı sevdiğim kadar değilse de...hayat çoğu zaman işkenceyi andırıyor insana ama anlar varki...ucuca eklenmiş onca muhteşem an...beni ölmekten vazgeçiren ölmekten korkmak ya da acı bırakmaktan korkmak değil o an'lar.

cheerio arkadaşlar...

killer in me is the killer in you
i send this smile over to you